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Sep. 14th, 2011

I swear im the biggest procrastinator i know.  I have no intention of tidying my consistantly messy room, little motivation to study until the last day something's due, and im currently listening to the endless number of songs which i've placed in my 'liked' youtube account.  Malchik Gay's playing atm. 

Now, to even bother with tomorrow's questions which probably won't be answered by me or anyone.  What's worse is that the tutor is the biggest dick ever - and this is the 2nd sem this yr i've had him as a tute.  You can just imagine my reaction when i saw him in my room for the first tute.
WHYYYYY!  Practically everyone's said he has a bad attitude. 
I at least could've pick a tute later in the day, not 9am.  It's now 12:47am... its not even an assignment! I really shouldn't bother... i probably won't >-<

Sep. 4th, 2011

The dreams I've been having are not nightmares
but I want to forget them
And each one is different, sometimes different people, but with the same theme

I want them to become real, but at the same time I don't
Maybe I just don't know what I want...

But please
make them stop

Aug. 2nd, 2011

なんか... 知らないほうがよくない?

May. 4th, 2011

It's just another day in paradise...

One less day in it too

Apr. 26th, 2011

I don't know what I'm destined to be

but there's one thing I'm sure of that won't be part of it

by the end of of this year

I shall never it see

ever again
To the person who has gone - or never even existed
maybe things could've been better...

To the person who faded like a ghost
I wish we could've been at least friends.

But a life full of regrets
is not a life I choose.

Jan. 17th, 2011

What happens so recently seems like a distant memory in the horizon.

What happens so long ago seems like it was just yesterday.

Memories fond, dear to the heart, or otherwise

I shall not forget

Jan. 11th, 2011

As of this year, i am in a place right next to where i was for the past 3 years. 

And then honestly, i have no idea what will bring me after grad.  I don't know where I'll be or what i'll be doing, but i just know it will again be in a different place.
Finally had exam results not long ago.

I passed.
Yay ><

Nov. 20th, 2010

Exam are done.  And now I face what I was dreading that comes after it - just being left behind.
But I know that will go away, and now I very much look forward to Christmas.