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Just a bit longer until my last exam... just 4 days left.

CANNOT WAIT, CHYEEEAH BOIIII!
HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN

HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN 

HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN HMN

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*going crazy*

Nov. 5th, 2010

ドンゾクに落ちちゃった
あたしもう一切気にしせず
なるべく普通のように生きるのは目標になった
あの人もう大切じゃないから
Maybe I can just make myself different
Almost...fake

I'll change almost everything about me
It doesn't matter if it was real
What's real about me isn't that appealing anyway
And then maybe
I can be almost normal, just kinda fake though

But I won't mind
I'll seem normal

Nov. 2nd, 2010

現在の最低のこと覚えたくないから
何も書かずに生きてゆく
きっとほんとんどう忘れるはず
だよね

この時期あっという間に過ぎたい

Oct. 31st, 2010

I'm taking things one day at a time
Nothing's planned
There are only a few things I'm sure of
And I can only hope it gets better...

Oct. 26th, 2010

For a fleeting moment

I was able to feel...
The very last thread of connection I have with you almost saddens me.
The potential of what could have been is heartwrenching.
Sometime I feel like severing this connection, never to look back,
but its very existence makes me smile - I'm happy to have met you.
I read some advice from old people saying what they'd do if they were younger.  One said that it's good making new friends, but if you have too many, you might not have any close ones.

I'm feeling that applies to me...

All those 'new friends' will become distant friends, practically strangers, in a matter of a year, or even a semester.
At the time I didn't know it
But I loved being a fangirl and being in the fandom
Spending a whole lot on time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~